You never said you would NEVER hurt me. So why am I so upset that you did hurt me? You didn't say you wouldn't.
But you did say you loved me. But you did protect me. but those things you protected me from, you treat like a joke now.
It is NOT a joke that I hurt myself.
That I am miserable.
It’s not a joke when I think I’m a horrible person, and I can’t stand my own head.
It’s NOT a joke that sometimes I want to die.
It’s not a joke that I feel that I need to bleed to let everything thats’ bottled up, out.
None of that is funny. Or a joke. It’s not something you can laugh at. I’m sorry if I’m a joke to you. And my problems are a joke to you. But it’s not funny.
Saying “I don’t slit my wrists. That’s what you do” then smiling at me, is fucking rude. I have problems. and when you found out you vried and tried to help me. Tried to protect me. Now you laugh at them?
So many girls think so low of themselves, and society doesn’t help that. Girls have this impossible image set in their minds of what they should look like. Do you ever stop to think and remember that SOMEONE out there thinks you’re beautiful? Maybe it’s your eyes. Maybe it’s your smile. Stop focusing on what you see wrong in yourself. You don’t need to live by the standards of the rest of the world. Realize you’re beautiful. Realize you’re unique.