December 2010
November 2010
“I try to count all the empty bottles at my bedside. But I give up I can’t...”
day 10. Discuss your first love and your first...
Well they were two different people to start it off.
My first love was my past boyfriend. We were dating for pretty much all of last year. So I can say that I was madly in love with him. And he was the first boyfriend that I actually loved. And man it was great. I’m still not sure if I should have loved him, But in a way I’m glad I’m not sure why. But it made me happy. and feel...
You stupid fucking bitch. Kill yourself.
Ok. first off, TO YOU YOU INCONSIDERATE LITTLE BASTARD. DON’T FUCKING COMMENT ON MY FUCKING PHOTO YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE. Yes I had my fingers in the shape of a gun pointing at my head. It was an inside joke with my friend. We already hate each other, but that doesn’t give you the right to comment on my photo and say “can I pull the triger?” or go on saying that I’m...
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I'm going to go slam my head into a wall
My friend has a very bad family life. And he was upset this morning. So I asked him what was wrong and he said he had a fight with his dad this morning. But of course, being me, I didn’t know what to say so I just said “oh….” and turned around after like 3 seconds. Like fuck. I feel like an idiot…..
Why am I so stupid? Why didn’t I do something else?
Day 9. How you hope your future will be like.
Well I hope it’s good.
I want to be happy in the future. Feel complete.
I hope I’m married to a nice man. And I hope we don’t divorce.
I hope I’m not broken.
But I mostly hope I’m happy and actually living
In a way I kinda hope I’m taking risks. And having fun
deffinatly having fun.
I hope I keep in touch with all of my old friends. or most of them....
This is what I've realized most Girls want:
phileho:
He doesn’t have to be hot, but some decent looks is a must
If he’s funny, then that’s already drawn her in
A guy that’s able to make her smile even when she can’t
A guy that can listen without having to get at her.
Someone who’s willing to prove to he that one guy can make her realize that not all guys are the same
Having a body is a bonus
A man that can dress nicely
A man that...
The sick feeling is back in my stomach.
I don’t like this.
I feel so… wrong? So sick.
I want this to go away. But it keeps haunting me.
It’s so weird. I become broken and random times. Fixed. Then broken 12 hours later. Everyday. It’s the same circle.
I don’t want this. I don’t like this.
I need to feel whole again. Not so broken.
But here I am complaining when I was totally empty last year.
...
I have one new message.....
But tumblr isn’t letting me see it…
and it just sits there…. with it’s little (1)
IT’S MOCKING ME! D:
“If you wish to see beauty in anything, merely gaze into a mirror and...”
She's not like that now. She knows better. She...
Reblog if you'd like your ask box raped.
So I'm pretty sure he won't go for me.
I’m not excatly the prettiest out there.
or skinny. at all.
And I did look really bad today.
And no guy every really goes for me. so what would make him any different?
Yeah. there is no reason. So I don’t know. I guess I’m just being silly.
I won’t catch him. But I guess I can try
Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes.
kaylafolife:
fuck you if you think otherwise…
pppeaches:
The Killers- Mr Brightside
It seems I've got a bit of a crush....
He’s a year older than me, I think he’s so adorable!
He’s really upbeat and happy(Which is what I need) And he doesn’t flirt with other girls. So thats good! And I think hes really cute.
and he’s funny. So that’s good. So I guess I’m starting to get a bit of a crush.
I’m proud of myself. I really am.
But I;m pretty sure he doesnt like me
After I...
