You know what really sucks?

The girl that he likes

just

ME.

Granted she’s really really effortlessly beautiful, and thin, and has a great sense of humour and is really nice.

BUT I’M LIKE THAT 2.

Ok I’m a bit of an asshole, BUT I’M ACTUALLY REALLY NICE.

She’s got short hair,

we both swim for competition (Well I’m not on a team anymore)

Our best strokes are front crawl and butterfly

We’re both really bubbly and nice.

But honestly. Personality wise, we are SO ALIKE. The only difference is that she’s not quiet if she doesn’t know you like I am.

With me, I need to warm up to you just a little bit before I’m really loud and nice and crazy and stuff with you.

She’s like that all the time to everybody.

But anyways.

It really fucking sucks that the girl he likes is practically the same as me.

Like fuck.

It really sucks.

Sometimes I wonder if it could have been me instead of her if I had just opened up and been all crazy and funny and nice sooner.

I mean like, he totally shoots me down now and kinda ignores me and doesn’t talk to me, so I don’t talk to him.

But urgh.

Maybe if I wasn’t so quiet at first, and he wasn’t either, he could like me instead.